"Kia Ora!" We're A Long Way From Home

[Alexandria Silverton]

Raven nearly chuckled as she felt Andi pull her arms out from behind her head, she felt an ever so slight blush rise onto her cheeks as she continued to kiss the other girl; she gently used a couple of her fingernails to trail down Andi's back. At least now she didn't have to control herself that much, it was starting to become like torture for her having to keep her hands to herself.

[JadieLou]

Andi moaned very softly in the back of her throat as she felt Raven's nails on her back. Her tongue softly pushed it's way into the other girl's mouth, passionately sliding against hers and around the other girl's mouth. What in the world was she doing? Pushing it all too fair? She was getting herself worked up... to a point that she knew she wouldn't stop.

[Alexandria Silverton]

Raven moaned ever so slightly as she felt Andi's tongue running along her own, minute by minute; she felt her self control fading away to almost nothing, she knew that she had to stop this before it went too far now but she couldn't do it. Breaking the kiss for a second, she began to trail a few kisses along the other girl's jaw and down to her neck. No Raven, stop what what you're doing! You know well enough that you can't control yourself now.

[JadieLou]

Raven's moan sent Andi reeling, and as the other girl's lips trailed down her neck, Andi was pushed to the edge. She needed to stop. She wasn't ready for this. What about Nate... you know you're still not over him... Maybe this is what she needed to get herself over the boy that had her heart. She pulled Raven's head back up to hers, and kissed her again, trying to clear her head.

[Alexandria Silverton]

Raven was stuck at a crossroads now, she wasn't sure whether she should keep going or listen to what her conscious was telling her which she rarely did anyways but she always payed the price for that mistake. She didn't exactly want to do something she'd regret later especially since her conscious would nag her about it until she eventually forgotten about it; kissing Andi back, she tried to figure out what was the right thing to do here.

[JadieLou]

Think about it Andi... You'll regret it. You know you will! Andi's mind screamed at her. She tried to ignore it, until... Think about Nate! The poor boy!. She pulled bacck from Raven, sitting on her own legs, which were bent underneath her from how she was leant over Raven.
"I'm sorry, I can't," she breathed. "I want to... but I can't. It's not you.... It's definitely not you. I'm so sorry."

[Alexandria Silverton]

Raven furrowed her eyebrows slightly as Andi spoke, something was definitely going on that she didn't know about and it was frustrating her to no end. "Oh..um, okay, I think I'm going to take a walk, I'll be back later." she got up off the bed and put her flip flops back on as she headed to the door, she opened the door then walked out, letting it shut behind her.

[JadieLou]

Andi sighed, then nodded, watching Raven walk out of the room. She'd have to explain. Raven deserved to be told the truth. But... she'd tell her when sh got back, hopefully in a better mood. For now, Andi had decided to go and try and drown herself in the shower. She got up off the bed and walked into the bathroom.

[Alexandria Silverton]

Raven walked down the halls for awhile, trying to clear her head of what she thought was going on, in the end only one reason did remain; the one she didn't want to ever think but maybe it was true despite what Andi said that she wasn't really interested but that wasn't right, was it? 45 minutes later, she headed back towards the room; realizing that she didn't have a key to get back in, she knocked on the door.

[JadieLou]

Andi pulled herself out of the shower when the hot water started to run out. SHe wrapped a towel around her, and walked back into the room. She'd just pulled some clothes on when there was a knock at the door. She walked over to it and opened it, finding herself facing Raven. She stepped aside to let the other girl into the room, then shut the door.
"Rave... I - I have to talk to you about something."

[Alexandria Silverton]

Raven walked back into the room then sat back down on her bed, right after Andi mentioned that she had to talk to her about something, she immediately felt her heart drop. I'm not going to be the one to say I told you so if Andi tells you she's not interested anymore. Without even uttering a single word, she crossed her right leg over her left and rested her hands in her lap.

[JadieLou]

Andi sighed and sat on her own bed, across from Raven, facing her. "It - It's going to take me a little while, I think, to be able to go further with you. I think you deserve to know what's going on. I like you, a lot, and I don't want to hurt you. But... I - uhm - I'm in love with someone else. I have been my entire life. His name's Nate... he's the son of one of my mum's friends. He goes to the Woolongong Academy, where I went before Hogwarts. We've been together since we were like 3... I - I broke up with him before I left for Hogwarts. So it would be easier. He's a really good lookig guy, so I wanted him to be able to go around and have fun, without having to worry about me.

I never really expected to find anyone at Hogwarts, so I didn't really try to get over it, and I didn't bother to tell anyone what had happened. But, I think you need to know... and if you'll put up with me, it'll help me get over it."

[Alexandria Silverton]

Raven looked down slightly as she listened to what Andi had to say, she wasn't sure exactly what to say or even what to think anymore; seemed everyone who was with her always loved someone else which definitely hurt her a lot. "I..umm, I really don't know what to tell you, I mean if you still love him then there's no point in me being around anymore but let me tell you something; I gave up the world to be with my first boyfriend Jacob who screwed me over in the end and every time its the same situation where I'm always left alone, heartbroken and frustrated with the world."

[JadieLou]

Andi sighed. "Raven... you didn't really listen, did you? All you heard was that I still loved Nate... I want to be with you, Rave... it'll just take a while for me to be able to go as far as you want to."

[Alexandria Silverton]

Raven leaned back on the bed and stared up at the ceiling blankly, there wasn't much more for her to say about this. "Well, take all the time you need then; when you're ready just come find me.." Kicking off her flip flops, she slid back up on the bed and rested her head back on the pillow.