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Post by isabellapeters on Oct 12, 2008 1:27:11 GMT 8
Bella sighed and felt more and more pathetic. Of course she shouldn't have thought about it, and she was regretting it even more. He didn't sound as harsh though although she could tell he was still angry. "I know. I know," she said looking down for a moment. At the next comment her head snapped up and she looked at him with wide eyes shaking her head feverently. "No that's not what I meant! URGH!" She wiped away a few more tears before looking directly at him. "I could never love anyone as I love you. And you're right I don't love Caeleb, I love you." He wasn't supposed to find out, not even Dara had the right to tell him. "I know it concerns you if you want to get technical, but I was never going to tell you because it was a one time thing. I was doing really well at forgetting about it, because to be truthful I have better thing to think about, such as you. It was never meant to be mentioned."
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Post by samhearn on Oct 12, 2008 20:39:09 GMT 8
As he saw more tears, Sam's heart gave an almighty lurch, literally moving him. He stumbled forward a little, pulling her into his arms. "Just as long as you promise never to do something like that again. Not with Caeleb, not with Andrew, not with anyone. Please, Isabella. Please promise me," he said, almost desperately. He tightened his arms around her, pulling her tightly to his chest, and burying his face in her hair. "Please."
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Post by isabellapeters on Oct 12, 2008 20:55:56 GMT 8
Seeing his arms open Bella sort of ran forward into them as he pulled her towards her. She glanced at Andrew from where she was hearing Sam's words and nodded into his chest. "I promise Sam. I promise I won't." She could hear the plea in his voice and she meant every word. There was no way she wanted him mad at her, she had just gotten close to losing him again, something she had sworn would never happen. She heard him speak again, although muffled in her hair and rested her face against him. "I'm so sorry."
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Post by samhearn on Oct 12, 2008 21:04:49 GMT 8
Sam's heart leapt as she spoke, and rested her cheek against him. He loosened his grip on her, pulling back and cupping her face, tilting it so she was looking up at him. He leant down, pressing his lips hard against hers. There was almost a possessive, aggressive edge to his movement. "Dont ... you ... ever ... ever ... do ... that ... again ... I'm ... going ... to ... have ... an ... aneurism," he muttered between kisses. He was still so angry, but he couldn't see her like that!
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Post by isabellapeters on Oct 12, 2008 21:33:14 GMT 8
Bella felt her face being moved and looked up at him carefully. As his lips pressed against hers, she realised that he was still angry and felt extremely sorry. "I... won't," she replied some how making out what he was saying in between each of the hard kisses. It was a scary thought of him having an aneurism. "One thing though," she said pulling away far enough not to be caught in a kiss and looking at him directly. "You have to promise not to beat up Caeleb. You can glare at him, you can mutter about him to me in private or by yourself, but don't get into a fight with him. Please?"
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Post by samhearn on Oct 12, 2008 21:41:33 GMT 8
Sam groaned as she pulled away and started talking. He wasn't finished with her yet. "You're putting conditions on me?" he asked, his tone still had a sharp edge. He groaned again, this time in frustration. "Ugh. Okay. But, if he so much as looks at you wrong..." His voice trailed off, and he suppressed a shudder. No matter how good Sam was at duelling, Caeleb would win. And, Dara wouldn't be on Sam's side anymore to stop it. Stupid Caeleb.
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Post by isabellapeters on Oct 12, 2008 21:51:30 GMT 8
Bella cringed slightly at his tone, she knew she had no right, but this was because she didn't want him hurt, expelled, or dead. "Just this one okay? I'll take whatever conditions you say, but please?" She smiled softly as he accepted it and then frowned. "I don't think he will look at me like that again," she said. Honestly she knew Sam wouldn't win which was why she didn't want him to go looking for a fight, even if he was one of the best in the Order after the adults.
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Post by samhearn on Oct 12, 2008 22:00:11 GMT 8
Sam sighed. He really wasn't good at this angry stuff. "Okay. I don't particularly want to end up dead," he said, shrugging. He sighed again, and pulled her to his chest again. "I'm really not good at being angry am I?" he said, a slight smile entering his voice, as he rested his cheek against the top of her head.
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Post by isabellapeters on Oct 12, 2008 22:12:53 GMT 8
Bella smiled as he agreed to it, feeling better in at least one sense. "Neither do I would you believe it." Her head against his chest once more she heard his tone lighten a little. "Actually you are quite terrifying when you're angry. It's just the staying mad bit that you can't do very well if I'm crying." She hadn't planned to start crying but she hadn't expected him to find out either.
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Post by samhearn on Oct 12, 2008 22:29:37 GMT 8
Sam actually smiled this time. "Terrifying. Hmm. Don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. I don't really like being angry. And I don't like making you cry," he said, kissing her softly on the top of her head. He sighed, and released her, looking down at her book on the grass. "Sorry I interrupted your reading time," he said softly.
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Post by isabellapeters on Oct 12, 2008 22:43:54 GMT 8
"I think it's good in a way," Bella said thoughtfully grinning slightly cause she heard the smile even though she couldn't see it. "That way I'm so scared I know I won't make a mistake again. Although it shouldn't take you getting mad for me not to make mistakes." Feeling the kiss on her head she smiled softly and then sighed as he let go of her. "It's okay,I can read later on. Really need to do Professor Blackthorn's homework as well, but I wanted to read instead." She remembered Andrew was still there and after giving Sam's hand a soft squeeze quickly she walked over to him. "Andrew?" she asked, not knowing how much he had heard and how he felt.
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Post by andrewmcdougall on Oct 13, 2008 9:28:15 GMT 8
Andrew sat rooted to the spot as he replayed the conversation he had just heard in his head almost not believing it. Bella slept with Caeleb....but before the break was having such a hard time because she loved me as well as Sam...and then told me she chooses Sam. He felt an even stronger feeling of pain and betrayal rising up in him along with the familiar anger that went with it. He clenched his jaw and felt his hands squeeze around his quill. When he looked up at Bella when she said his name he didn't say a word but looked at Sam past Bella and then back at Bella feeling the emotions wanting to spew out but at the same time holding them back lest Sam heard. "Bella," he managed to say in an almost inaudible whisper.
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Post by samhearn on Oct 13, 2008 9:39:53 GMT 8
Sam looked at Andrew, then back to Bella and sighed. "I'll - uh - leave you two to talk," he said, before collecting Bella into his arms again, and pulling her into a deep penetrating kiss. "I'll be in the common room," he whispered. He let her go, then nodded to Andrew, then stalked off back to the castle, hoping to Merlin she remembers what she promised.
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Post by isabellapeters on Oct 13, 2008 14:29:06 GMT 8
Andrew sat rooted to the spot as he replayed the conversation he had just heard in his head almost not believing it. Bella slept with Caeleb....but before the break was having such a hard time because she loved me as well as Sam...and then told me she chooses Sam. He felt an even stronger feeling of pain and betrayal rising up in him along with the familiar anger that went with it. He clenched his jaw and felt his hands squeeze around his quill. When he looked up at Bella when she said his name he didn't say a word but looked at Sam past Bella and then back at Bella feeling the emotions wanting to spew out but at the same time holding them back lest Sam heard. "Bella," he managed to say in an almost inaudible whisper. Bella was really sure that Andrew had heard at least part of it when his jaw clenched like it did when he was mad. She couldn't exactly address the problem though when Sam was around or it would be another cause for him to get mad. Sam looked at Andrew, then back to Bella and sighed. "I'll - uh - leave you two to talk," he said, before collecting Bella into his arms again, and pulling her into a deep penetrating kiss. "I'll be in the common room," he whispered. He let her go, then nodded to Andrew, then stalked off back to the castle, hoping to Merlin she remembers what she promised. She gave Sam a smile and then kissed him back, knowing she really wouldn't break any more promises to him. "Thank you," she said softly. "I'll meet you there then." She watched his retreating figure head back to the castle before turning back to Andrew slowly. "What can I say, apart from sorry, that will calm you down?" Sam was scary enough when he was angry, but Andrew also was. And she didn't want both of her guys angry at her, even though Sam had calmed down a bit. |
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Post by andrewmcdougall on Oct 13, 2008 14:42:17 GMT 8
She gave Sam a smile and then kissed him back, knowing she really wouldn't break any more promises to him. "Thank you," she said softly. "I'll meet you there then." She watched his retreating figure head back to the castle before turning back to Andrew slowly. "What can I say, apart from sorry, that will calm you down?" Sam was scary enough when he was angry, but Andrew also was. And she didn't want both of her guys angry at her, even though Sam had calmed down a bit. Andrew stuck his quill and sketch pad in his pockets before he broke either and stood up. He watched Sam leave and turned toward Bella. What can you say? He clenched his jaw as he stared at her feeling that same sense of disbelief. He didn't want to believe it but he knew it was true. "Nothing. You can't say anything to make this go away. I told you...I told you the truth. I gave you everything I had just to have you send it back to me in favour of Sam. You...you will not, can not ever understand what this feels like right now. To know that you went back on your word to not only Sam, but to me as well." He surprised himself when he didn't yell and scream like he felt like doing when he said those words. Surprised that the surge of emotion that he felt throughout his entire body and he was sure she could see in his eyes didn't spill out all at once. |
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