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Post by moonprincess on Sept 10, 2008 20:24:28 GMT 8
Ellie was on the verge of collaspe when Jocelyn grabbed her and helped her back to the bed. She laid down on the pillow for a minute before leaning over the edge of the bed and hurling into the bucket again. She laid back down after wipping her mouth clean and closed her eyes. She didn't know what to do, she couldn't have the baby, not with...the people she was serving with. But she just couldn't kill an innocent baby, kill it before it even had a chance. She turned on her side and curled up into a loose ball as her tears fell down her cheeks even quicker than before.
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Post by JadieLou on Sept 10, 2008 21:20:27 GMT 8
Jocelyn sighed, sitting on the side of the bed again. She rubbed Ellie's back as she threw up again. She could remember all this like it was yesterday. She sighed again as Ellie rolled over into a ball and cried. Jocelyn couldn't do anything from this point. This was the hardest part of her job. Not being able to comfort someone when they were like this. She stood up.
"I'll leave you two now. I'll come back and check on you soon. Make the choice that's best for you and the baby. You've got more than yourself to think about now," she said softly, walking for the door, closing it behind her as she left. Poor girl!
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Post by cinnabun1322 on Sept 11, 2008 9:25:02 GMT 8
Andrew sat semi-listening to the conversation that took place around him. His mind was racing with different things, like him being a father... His attention was grabbed when he saw Ellie getting up off the bed and he jumped up to stop her but Jocelyn beat him. Watching Ellie he held her hand still thinking frantically and watched Jocelyn leave out of the corner of his eye. He turned toward Ellie and gripped her hand. "It's okay, El. We'll figure this out together." Oh, god. Oh, god. Oh, god. His mind thought frantically.
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Post by moonprincess on Sept 11, 2008 9:36:06 GMT 8
Ellie opened her eyes as she heard Andrew speaking to her. She made to touch his face but half way through she rethought about it. "Andrew, we're not ready for this, I'm in the order as well as..." She stopped as she thought about what Kildara would say about this. "We...We're too young." She felt the tears continue to fall as she started rambling about the baby inside of her. She stopped and took a deep breath, not sure what else to say, what else to do. "Andrew, I can't kill an innocent baby." She finished and looked at him for his reaction. There was only one thing she thought that they must do, but would Andrew agree?
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Post by cinnabun1322 on Sept 11, 2008 12:37:15 GMT 8
Ellie opened her eyes as she heard Andrew speaking to her. She made to touch his face but half way through she rethought about it. "Andrew, we're not ready for this, I'm in the order as well as..." She stopped as she thought about what Kildara would say about this. "We...We're too young." She felt the tears continue to fall as she started rambling about the baby inside of her. She stopped and took a deep breath, not sure what else to say, what else to do. "Andrew, I can't kill an innocent baby." She finished and looked at him for his reaction. There was only one thing she thought that they must do, but would Andrew agree? Andrew looked at Ellie as his thoughts kept going. He knew they were too young. He knew that they weren't ready but.... He wrapped his arms around her as she started to cry and held her close. "I don't want you to," he said softly. He couldn't..and wouldn't ask her to do that. He wouldn't be able to live with himself. |
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Post by moonprincess on Sept 12, 2008 0:31:18 GMT 8
Ellie hugged Andrew back, resting her head on his shoulder and her tears started staining his shirt. She pulled back to look him in the eyes and saw the truth reflecting in them, though there seem to be fear or disbelief in them as well. "You...you don't?" She asked to make sure. She tore her eyes from his and looked down at her stomach. She placed a hand over it before glancing back up at Andrew. "I...I guess that means..." She started taking a deep breath. "that we...we're having a baby."
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Post by cinnabun1322 on Sept 12, 2008 10:39:04 GMT 8
Andrew continued to hold Ellie completely oblivious to her tears falling on his shirt. He looked at her and swallowed. "No, I don't." He could think of a million reasons why they shouldn't have it but killing it? That was out of the question. He covered her hand with his and nodded decisively, "I guess we are." And he would be there every step of the way. He smiled softly and gripped her hand. It seemed like the final door to close on any possibility of him and Bella. So be it.
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Post by JadieLou on Sept 12, 2008 11:00:12 GMT 8
Jocelyn peeked her head around the door, thinking they'd had enough time to talk about it. "Heyas, can I come in?" she asked. She wouldn't come in if they weren't finished. She wasn't one of those intrusive healers that want to know everything.
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Post by moonprincess on Sept 12, 2008 11:03:02 GMT 8
Ellie gave Andrew a soft smile, though she was still scared about this whole thing. "I just hope that he or she will be safe." She said to him. "For my family to be safe." She added before the receptionist peeked in. "Not at all, come on in." She said to her, never taking her eyes off of Andrew. "We came up with a decision."
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Post by JadieLou on Sept 12, 2008 11:22:03 GMT 8
Ellie gave Andrew a soft smile, though she was still scared about this whole thing. "I just hope that he or she will be safe." She said to him. "For my family to be safe." She added before the receptionist peeked in. "Not at all, come on in." She said to her, never taking her eyes off of Andrew. "We came up with a decision." |
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Post by cinnabun1322 on Sept 13, 2008 5:05:16 GMT 8
Andrew watched as Jocelyn came in and nodded, "Yes, we have. We're going to keep it." He gripped Elli's hand and looked Jocelyn in the eye emphasizing the 'we' part. He was nervous, scared, and still unsure if this was what was best for them but he was going to stay by her side the whole time. He was going to be there for every moment. Oh, god, I'm going to have to tell my dad.
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Post by moonprincess on Sept 13, 2008 5:11:43 GMT 8
Ellie watched as Jocelyn came in and sat down on the bed beside her. She smiled at her as Andrew told her they were going to keep the baby, though the smile didn't quite reach her eyes. "Yes, and now the hard part comes into play." She frowned slightly, turning to look at Andrew. "Our parents and my...boss." She said as she thought about the headmistress. "Oh and school too." She added quickly looking back at Jocelyn. "Will we still be allowed in the school?"
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Post by JadieLou on Sept 13, 2008 10:57:02 GMT 8
Andrew watched as Jocelyn came in and nodded, "Yes, we have. We're going to keep it." He gripped Elli's hand and looked Jocelyn in the eye emphasizing the 'we' part. He was nervous, scared, and still unsure if this was what was best for them but he was going to stay by her side the whole time. He was going to be there for every moment. Oh, god, I'm going to have to tell my dad. Ellie watched as Jocelyn came in and sat down on the bed beside her. She smiled at her as Andrew told her they were going to keep the baby, though the smile didn't quite reach her eyes. "Yes, and now the hard part comes into play." She frowned slightly, turning to look at Andrew. "Our parents and my...boss." She said as she thought about the headmistress. "Oh and school too." She added quickly looking back at Jocelyn. "Will we still be allowed in the school?" |
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Post by moonprincess on Sept 14, 2008 4:09:54 GMT 8
Ellie listened to Jocelyn and nodded. At least she wasn't the only student who was pregnant, still, it didn't make her relax at all. She looked at Andrew and smiled. "I am lucky to have him with me, I don't know what I would do with out him." She said softly before kissing his cheek lightly. She looked back at Jocelyn again and frowned. Parents would be nothing compared to how...her boss would take the news, she'd rather face both sets of parents than to face her. "I'll just have to see how things will go with her." She looked around the room and wrinkled her nose a bit. "Er, I'm sorry, but is there anything else that needs to be done before I leave, I'm a bit terrified of hospitals." She admitted.
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Post by JadieLou on Sept 14, 2008 13:47:12 GMT 8
Ellie listened to Jocelyn and nodded. At least she wasn't the only student who was pregnant, still, it didn't make her relax at all. She looked at Andrew and smiled. "I am lucky to have him with me, I don't know what I would do with out him." She said softly before kissing his cheek lightly. She looked back at Jocelyn again and frowned. Parents would be nothing compared to how...her boss would take the news, she'd rather face both sets of parents than to face her. "I'll just have to see how things will go with her." She looked around the room and wrinkled her nose a bit. "Er, I'm sorry, but is there anything else that needs to be done before I leave, I'm a bit terrified of hospitals." She admitted. |
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