General room

[ashsun]

THis is a general room. It doesn't mean you can't creat your own..but if you are only going to use it once it is just better to use this. So make it temporarly your home intill the next person comes.

[JadieLou]

Danika walked into the room followed closely by Sam. They seriously needed to talk. She walked into the middle of the room and stopped, turning to face him.
"We seriously need to talk about this. I don't know what to do. Caitlin won't talk to me. Max looks at me like I'm dirt. We need to work this out." she said.

Sam sighed as he entered the room after Danika. When she turned to face him, he just wanted to wrap his arms around her and kiss her like there was no tomorrow. But that would just anger her. He sighed again as she spoke.
"Okay, so Caitlin won't talk to me either. And Max doesn't look at me. And my nose is still recovering. At least you didn't get beat up." he half snarled. She was making this out like it was all his fault. She kissed him too.

Danika's nose scrunched up in anger. How could he. How dare he. "I have been friends with Caitlin since our first year. She's more my sister than my friend. I know your nose is still sore. I know that it is partly my fault too. I'm not blaming this all on you, Sam. So don't play the victim. I'm sick of boys playing the victim. They always do. Like it's my fault they all of a sudden start kissing me. I don't ask for it. I'm sick of it. You need to understand. Yes, I kissed you. I don't know why, but I did. I suppose I wanted to see if you were good enough for Caitlin. For the record, you are. But you didn't have to kiss me as well." she snarled. She was so sick of weak boys.

Sam smiled slightly. She had a serious problem. Then again, so did he. But she looked so cute when she scrunched up her nose like that. SAM! he screamed at himself. Not right now "I'm sorry I kissed you. I'm sorry you kissed me back. I shouldn't have pulled you to the ground like that. I'm sorry Caitlin and Max now hate us. And I'm really sorry that I want to kiss you right now." he said. Well that went badly.

Danika shook her head. "Well. I'm sorry I kissed you. I'm sorry you kissed me back. I'm sorry that I might have ruined anything you could have had with Caitlin. But we both have to talk to them. Separately." she added, just for good measure. She really wanted to patch things up with Caitlin. She missed her already.

Sam nodded. "Okay then. We done? I'm going to have to reinforce my nose before I speak to Max." he said, smiling slightly.

Danika nodded. She walked past him and patted him on the shoulder before walking out of the door.

Sam sighed as she touched his shoulder. He turned and left, closing the door behind him.

[JadieLou]

Danika walked into the Room of Requirement still holding Kelly's hand. She stopped into the middle of the room and stopped, turning to face Kelly.
"Kelly, you need to tell me something. And I want you t obe completely honest with me," she said, almost desperately. "How much do you really love me? Not just lust and what we do when we're alone. Actual feelings?"
She couldn't believe she was asking this. She hadn't known what feelings were until last year. And here she was, harping on about them.

[Kelly Black]

Kelly looked at Danika's face, let her fingers interweave with Dani's fingers and said "I truly, honestly love you. You know legilimens, you can look into my thoughts. You mean the world to me! I'd be willing to face every death eater and every order member there is, if it would mean you'd be forever mine!" she took a deep breath and continued "I would give you every single thing, your heart desires. I'd give my life for you!" She had that manical look in her eyes again and she meant every single word she said.

[JadieLou]

Danika sighed. She interlaced her fingers with Kelly's and squeezed them. "I love you Kelly," she said, bring her arms around her back, unlacing her fingers, leaving Kelly's arms around her waist, then she slipped her arms around Kelly's neck. "My heart's desires are bid things. Not even you can fill them. So please, don't give yourself up for me," she sighed, cupping her face in gher hands and putting their forehead's together. "As much as I love you Kelly, I couldn't make you change for me. You don't have to leave the Order. I won't ask you anything about it, as long as you promise never to ask me anything about me. Yes?" she asked.

[Kelly Black]

"Tell me one thing, just one thing, that you desperately want, and you'll see, I can do it!" she forced her nails into Dani's back "but I do want to know about you! I want you and no one can't and won't stop me. If you're afraid, someone would hurt you, if you'd leave the death eaters, then don't be. I'd protect you with all my life, 'cause I want you so badly, can't you see that!" a tear fell to her lips, that were pushed together in a manical smile. "I know what it's all about. You don't want me, as I want you! You want someone else! Who is it? Bella, Sam or are you still not over Max?" Kelly let go of Dani and walked about the room, screaming.

[JadieLou]

Danika fliched as Kelly drove her nails into her back. "Kelly, please, stop!" she sighed, tears falling from her eyes. "Kelly, please. I just don't want you to change. I love you the way you are. I don't want you to feel you have to do certain things to make me happy. Please, Kelly, please," she sobbed. "No one else. Kelly, I'm over Max. Definately him. And Bella, she's a friend, nothing more. And Sam, he's just a bit of fun. He's gone. Completely gone. Kelly, please," she yelled, trying to grab her arms as Kelly let got Danika. "Please, Kelly," she soobed, racing after her.

[Kelly Black]

Every single tear, Danika shed, struck a little dagger in Kelly's heart. She took two small pellets out of her pocket and swallowed them. She turned to Dani and took her in her arms "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. It wasn't supposed to go like this, dear." She took a deep breath "I love you most and I want you to be happy. I don't think that you can be happy, if you have to keep our love in secret, just because I'm in the Order. Think about it, I think I'm going out for a walk." she planted a kiss on Dani's lips. "I've already told you, now and forever!"

[JadieLou]

"I can be happy. I am happy. Death Eaters and Order Members can be together. It's happened before. There has even been kids from pairings. I love you, Kelly. If I didn't, would I have put my entire being on the line to sit at the Gryffindor Table, and kiss you in public?" She kissed Kelly back and cupped her face in her hands. "Now and forever. Okay," she sobbed, tears still running in streams from her eyes. She felt so weak, so vulnerable. "Go for a walk. I'll stay here for a bit," she said, regaining herself slightly. She didn't want Kelly to see what happened when she was like this. Good thing she was in the Room of Requirement.

[Kelly Black]

"Will you be here, when I come back, love?" now Kelly was conserned. She had done what she feared the most. She had hurt the one she loved. She put her hands around Danika's neck and kissed her on the forehead.

[JadieLou]

Danika nodded. "Yes," she said softly. The room might not be though. She placed her arms around Kelly's waist as Kelly kissed her on the forehead. She blushed slightly. That was a place she didn't get kissed very often.

[Kelly Black]

"I'll be back. It's just better to break something outside, than inside the school." she tried to laugh a little, but it sounded strange. She turned to leave, but then turned back, looked Dani in the eyes and said "I love you!" then she left.

[JadieLou]

Danika nodded. "Mmhmm" she muttered. "I love you too," she said, watching Kelly walk out of the room.

When she was sure Kelly was indeed gone, walked over to the nearest thing on the wall, took it in her hands and threw it against the wall, watching it smash into a million little pieces. She moved around smashing things, punching walls. She picked up a particularly old ornament and threw it hard towrds the wall. It smashed into so many pieces, it looked like powder.

How could she be so stupid. Crying like that. Danika Peverell never cried. If she did, she got violent. Angry. Angry at the situation. Angry at herself. Angry at the person that made her cry. Angry at the tears that dared leave her eyes. She felt weak and vulnerable. She couldn't bare to think what people would think if they saw her like this. Calm, cool and collected Danika Peverell, smashing things, punching walls, all over a few tears.

She continued to cry, she couldn't seem to stop. Those blasted, cursed tears just kept flowing. She didn't even know she had any tears in her to cry. She didn't think she had the heart to cry like this. Her body was starting to grow weak, but she kept throwing thing at walls. The Room kept providing her with things to vent her anger on. She saw a statue of Dumbledore in one corner, flicked her hand out at it, and it disintergrated into a cloud of limestone powder. Things kept appearing out of nowhere, and she walked over to them and threw them to a wall, where they smashed into so many pieces they were irrepairable.

Her arms were getting sore from throwing things, her voice was going hoarse from sobbing, her eyes were sore from the tears. Her entire body was shaking from sadness, anger, fear. She had never felt all this at once, her brain was aching, trying to come to grips with it all. Her heart was sore, and felt like it was breaking. She had never been like this before, not even when her parents died. Never had she felt so angry at herself, in love so much it hurt. She felt stupid, she was confused. She was a mess.

She spun around for the last time, her arm out, cursing things into dust. She collapsed on to the floor in a pile of sobs. She had no idea what was going on. She was so sore everywhere, inside and out. Her hands were bleeding from punching the walls and she had sctratches and grazes all over her from bits of debris flying at her. She sobbed, causing herself to ache even more. She layed back on the floor, curled up in the foetal position, her arms wrapped around her curled legs, her body shuddering. She sobbed herself hoarse and cried herself into a deep sleep.

[Kelly Black]

Kelly walked back up to the Room of Requirement and took out a small bottle. She took a big zip of vodka and walked in. She saw a huge mess. Things had been broken to pieces and Dani was in the middle, sleeping. She ran to her, took her in her arms and started to cry. "What have I done!"

[JadieLou]

Danika stirred as she felt someone pick her up. She looked up and saw Kelly crying.
"Please, Kelly, don't cry," she sighed, feeling a tear plop onto her face. "You'll make me start again."
She reached up and wiped away a tear from Kelly's face, then looked around the room.
"Oh my god. What did I do?" she sighed. She had no recollection of any of this.